by jimwalton » Wed Sep 17, 2014 4:37 pm
I have experienced in myself a ping-pong match of desires at war in me, vying for me to decide to which one I will lean. I am torn at times between competing values, competing pleasures, or even competing depravity, and any mix of them. While I cannot control what my next thought will be, I always have control over what I will do with it. If I am ruled by my desires, then rationalism is impossible, because I only choose what I must as dictated by my desires, and therefore I don't hold to any position for rational reasons. I only choose what my desires force upon me, and it is impossible to choose for rational reason. I can only believe in what you are saying if what you are saying is false, a classic self-contradiction. If my desires determine every choice I make, then my choices are not rational, for there were no rational options in making the choice. I am a helpless slave to my desires, and constructs such as rational and irrational, true or false, right or wrong are totally meaningless. I can only decide things because it is an effect working in me.
The teaching of the Bible is that God, being non-determined, created man as a non-determined person. We are not programmed, or slaves to our desires,but have the ability to choose and an option of self-determination and self-control. If I am a slave to my desires, I am reduced to machine programming; it is to conclude that humanity is an illusion. The Bible teaches the very opposite.