by jimwalton » Wed Aug 29, 2018 6:03 pm
According to the Bible, in contrast to what atheists on this forum may tell you, hell is very real. I don't think it's literal fire; fire is the figure used to portray its awfulness. It's separation from God. The point is not that God wants to torture you, but rather that separation from Him is separation from life, love, peace, etc., so the only other choice is the agony of separation.
After deep examination, I have come to the conclusion that the resurrection is true and the evidence convincing. We can talk about that as you wish.
It sounds as if God is calling you to repentance. Don't be afraid to respond to his work inside you.
You seem to have lost any conviction that Christianity is true. I'd be glad to discuss that with you if you want. I am so convinced it's true I spend my days on this forum convincing people of all the evidence, logic, and meaningfulness of it. We can talk about it if you want.
What you are wrestling with is captured in a philosophical discussion called "Pascal's Wager": If in doubt, should I commit anyway to avoid hell? Pascal, obviously a brilliant 17th-century thinker, posed that for those who choose the way of Jesus, there is much to gain and little to lose. For those who choose against Jesus, there is little to gain and much to lose. He posited that even if Christianity isn't true, the person who follows Christ will live a full, meaningful, and moral life. His "wager" has come under severe criticism by skeptics, atheists, and other philosophers.
Consider two possible ways the world might be: Christianity is true—or there is no God, and at death it all goes black. And consider two possible ways you might live your life: commit to God in a Christian way or don’t. There are, of course, other logical possibilities (practicing other religions, for instance). For now, though, pretend the only two plausible options are Christianity and atheism.
Pascal would then say there are four possible outcomes:
1. You wager for God, and Christianity proves to be true.
2. You wager for God, but atheism proves to be true.
3. You don’t wager for God, but Christianity proves to be true.
4. You don’t wager for God, and atheism proves to be true.
The upshot is this: suppose you think there’s a better chance that Christianity is true than false (whether because of experience, philosophical and historical arguments, a sense of God’s presence, or some combination). If so, then notcommitting to God would be positively irrational. You would be foregoing a greater-than-50/50 chance at the benefits of committing to God if Christianity is true, just for the sake of a less-than-50/50 chance at the relatively minor advantages that come with not committing to God if atheism is true.
According to the standard presentation of Pascal’s wager, you should wager for God even if you think there’s only a tiny chance that Christianity is true, because the value of eternal life is infinite. But this undervalues our God-given power of reason and can lead to dangerous thinking. Consider someone raised in a cult who is almost sure the cult’s teaching is false, but who invokes Pascal and remains out of a fear of hell. That would be a tragic mistake.
Critics are right, then, to reject versions of the wager that urge belief in God simply because of the possible benefits—without looking at evidence. After all, we can’t simply believe in God at will. Suppose I offer you $10,000 to believe there are an even number of hairs on your head. You might reply that belief doesn’t work like that—we don’t control what we believe like we control, say, our arm movements. Moreover, our minds shouldn’t be for sale; we should respect the truth more than that.
But where there are sufficient reasons to think Christianity is plausible, we can choose to commit to God—to seek him through prayer, worship, reading the Bible, fellowship, thinking about religious questions, and striving to live a morally excellent life.
Certainly we must always care about the truth. If we encounter credible objections to anything important we believe, we should take them seriously. But Pascal’s insights show that we should also consider what’s at stake. Just as a husband shouldn’t leave his wife simply because he thinks she might be having an affair, a Christian shouldn’t reject God simply because he thinks there is some evidence Christianity is false.
If I find myself thinking that Christianity might be false, I remember that it might be true, too. Do I want to take a real risk of turning my back on Jesus? Never. Let's talk.