> what have you seen to form your opinion about his character?
That's a long answer, but I'll try to condense it. I've seen people's lives completely and radically changed when they turn their lives over to God. Addictions broken, behavior and character turned around, values changed. It's astounding because it's so unnatural. You know how it goes: a leopard can't change its spots. People don't really change. You go to a high school reunion, and the goofs are still the goofs, the tightwads still tight, the preppies still prep, the losers still lost. But I've seen it so many times that Jesus changes people's lives. And it's not just "becoming religious" or starting to go to church, but all kinds of changes.
It's been part of my own life too. Went through a terrible time when I hit rock bottom. Sat in a room alone with a knife to my wrist, working hard to talk myself out of it while I was trying to talk myself into it. Put my trust in God, and he lifted me up. I don't know how else to explain it.
I read the Bible about his character, and it's true to what I see in life. He mostly doesn't intervene (children, starvation, wars, murder). The Bible says he's given the responsibility to us to feed the world (he has provided the bounty in crops), rule with justice (he has provided the brains and physical power), govern rightly (he has given us consciences and a sense of morality), and live in peace. But people screw it up all the time. We're the problem, not him. Our greed, pride, jealousy, will to power, and selfish desires rule our lives, just as the Bible says.
As far as intervention, though, I have two stories to share, though there are others. About 10 months ago a friend got pregnant. When she and her husband went for an ultrasound, they discovered the baby has severe hydrocephalus. The doctors advised abortion. They wouldn't do it, but were going to see the birth through. More tests and continuing tests confirmed and reconfirmed the severity. They prayed, and asked many people to pray. June 23rd: baby changed to breech position. Also discovered heart problems, aqueductal stenosis, and other possible genetic problems. Amniotic fluid decreasing. Nothing looks good about this picture. Much more prayer, and despair. The baby was born on July 21. Facebook post on July 23 said there is no all brain structures are there and all are functioning. Heart needs a shunt, but everything else is fine. Absolutely incredible. What do I DO with information like this? Medical change? Perhaps. Miraculous intervention? Perhaps. People were praying like mad. Now, I know there are lots of times people pray and nothing seems to happen. But this time something did.
One more story. Another friend, 19 years old, taken to the hospital with a life-threatening stroke. Sunday evening his one side was non-functional. When he talked it was total babel. The doctors said he may not live, and if he did, his functionality might be minimal. I was in the room. Lots of tears. His church gathered to pray, and by email and Facebook, people all over the world. The next morning the church had a special prayer meeting at 6 in the morning. I went into my friend's hospital room at 9 am, along with his parents. The guy said (I kid you not), "Hi Mom. Hi Dad. What's going on?" I was THERE. How do you explain stuff like this? An answer to prayer? It sure seems it.
Another story. I lost my job not too long ago. My wife and I were anxious about survival (paying our bills, getting on, and all), and started praying that God would provide for us while I looked for a new job. Well, a few days later we come home to find a bag of groceries on our porch. Hm. (We hadn't told anyone we were praying for food.) In our mailbox was a gift card for a grocery store that someone sent us anonymously. A few days later an anonymous card showed up in the mail with cash in it. I swear on my mother's grave these things really happened. Now, food doesn't fly down from heaven; somebody dropped it off, mailed money, etc. But was this "the hand of God," or mere coincidence?
As it turns out, I was unemployed for a LONG time, but I'll tell you this stuff didn't stop. We never went hungry, but we never asked people for food. It "just came." You want another way-out-there example? During this period of time, my car died. GREAT timing. Didn't know WHAT we were going to do. Horrible misery. I swear it—somebody drove in my driveway with a 2008 car, offering it to me for 1/3 of what it was worth on the market, in a price range I could now afford. Seriously, what is a person supposed to MAKE of that? (I read about wild stories like that, and I find them hard to believe, but this one, unbelievably, happened to ME.)
You wanted to know what I've seen that forms my opinion of God's character. These are just SOME of the things. But I'll admit that there is lots of tragedy and suffering in the world that God just doesn't seem to do anything about. First, as I said, he expects us to feed the hungry, judge with justice, and govern with integrity. And I also think that if we have free will, then God can't say, "Well, you're only free to do good things. All this other stuff is off limits." That's not free will. To be free to love requires that I also be free to choose to not love. So it's not just a cliche of "I trust that it's all for a higher purpose." I"m seeing real life.
How is he going to treat you, who has rejected any belief in him? He will allow you your free will, and will not force you to acknowledge him or spend eternity with him. You say, "There's no evidence for him whatsoever." As to that, I find that the arguments for the possible existence of God are far more convincing than the arguments against his existence. Of course they don't prove God, but they make reasonable, logical sense, and make better sense of the evidence than other arguments. But in addition to that, I've told you some stories from my own life that give evidence (not proof). You say you have critical thinking, and you obviously do. I've read an interesting argument: In a naturalistic system where randomness and chance are the only players, from where does critical thinking arise? If all is truly by randomness and chance, then any critical thought has to rationally be questioned as to whether it's accurate and trustworthy, or just a random thing that should be ignored. And therefore I can never really know if my critical thinking can be trusted.Right? Naturalism teaches that the course of evolution displays no teleology. It is blind and unforeseen. It has no aims or goals, but just happens. Patricia Churchland (
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Patricia_Churchland) says, "Boiled down to essentials, a nervous system enables the organism to succeed in the four Fs: feeding, fleeing, fighting, and reproducing." The chore is survival, not truth. Truth is not in the equation. The principal function of our cognitive faculties is not arriving at true or near truth conclusions, but contributing to survival. And yet we have cognitive faculties (reason, logic, memory) that we consider to be reliable. What evolution underwrites is only adaptive behavior, not truth. Our beliefs might be mostly true, but there is no particular reason to think they would be. Natural selection is not interested in truth, but in appropriate behavior for survival. Naturalistic evolution suggests that our cognitive faculties have arisen by mechanisms and processes that give us reason to doubt two things: 1) that a purpose of our cognitive systems is to serve us with true beliefs, and 2) that our cognitive systems do, in fact, furnish us with mostly true beliefs. Darwin himself said, "With me the horrid doubt always arises whether the convictions of man’s mind, which has been developed from the mind of the lower animals, are of any value or at all trustworthy. Would any one trust in the convictions of a monkey’s mind, if there are any convictions in such a mind?"
Instead, what makes more sense is that "He" gave you the critical thinking that you have. Science requires regularity, predictability, and constancy. From the point of naturalism, that our world displays the regularity and law-like behavior necessary for science is a bit of enormous luck, a "didn't-expect-that-one" serendipity. But regularity and law-likeness fit very well with the thought that God is rational and created our world to function according to laws. But there's the next step: not only must the world be regular, but for science to flourish, scientists and others must believe that it does. There can't be science without conviction that truth can be reliably ascertained. such a conviction fits well with the biblical teachings of a God who is truth, who is omniscient, and who instilled in us the same. It doesn't fit as well with systems of randomness, unpredictability, and chance. (Not that it's impossible, but not as logical, to a critical thinker.) Thirdly, Plantinga suggests, "Theism enables us to understand the necessity or inevitableness or inviolability of natural law: this necessity is to be explained and understood in terms of the difference between divine power and the power of finite creatures. Again, from the point of view of the naturalist, the character of these laws is something of an enigma. What is this alleged necessity they display, weaker than logical necessity, but necessity nonetheless? What if anything explains that fact that these laws govern what happens? What reason if any is there for expecting them to continue to govern these phenomena? Theism provides a natural answer to these questions; naturalism stands mute before them."
Are there good reasons for believing? I see hundreds. We know the universe had a beginning, and as far as we logically know, all things that had a beginning had a cause. There is logic in thinking, then, that the universe has a cause. And since we know that what begins to exist is caused to exist by something already in existence, a first and uncaused being is not illogical. We also know that when we see something that has purpose, it was the purposeful product from an intelligent source. Since the universe displays characteristics of cause and effect, means to an end, purposefulness, it is logical to assume an intelligent source. In addition, we have personality, morality, and intelligence (informational data). There is no known source of such things other than a source that is also characterized by them. There is so much more to say. Given what we see, God is a very reasonable explanation for it.
Tough questions are always allowed. Truth can sustain any assault.