I'm a lifelong Baptist but have always been a sort of skeptic in all areas of life. I really started to question my faith a couple years ago and the final nail in the coffin as it were was consuming media talking about how God in judaism, Yahweh, is evidenced to be a descendant of the pantheons in that area like the sumerian or akkadian ones, that eventually the semetic people took their favorite of the gods and followed him primarily, then eventually changed to him (yahweh) being the ONLY god. Theres a lot of info on this online and it apparently seems to have archaeological backing. So wouldn't that make Judaism and by extension all the abrahamic faiths hold just as much water as the akkadian pantheons they descended from? In other words Yahweh, this thing asserted, is just as real of an entity as Ra of Egypt or Zeus of Greece?
I swear I'm not concern trolling-- i used to be an extremely devout christian and believed in God with conviction in my heart and I still attend church and church activities but do it with no passion or belief behind it. I figured before I really give up the faith that has defined my life up to this point I really should try and get the perspective of Christendom in this regard. Thanks to anyone who cares enough to talk with me about this for a bit.