by jimwalton » Fri Sep 08, 2017 10:45 am
You're guilty of taking an English word and making an assumption about what the author was saying in the Greek.
First let's go to the text itself. Notice it doesn't say some worshipped and some doubted. We are led to believe all worshipped and some doubted, which means their doubt was something other than disbelief. The Greek word is διστάζω (distadzo) which means "divided in mind; thinking two thoughts." It can mean confusion and doubt, but it can also mean wonder and amazement. We use the same kind of expression when we say "Unbelievable!" about something sensational. It's juxtaposition with "worship" would lead us to that interpretation of "doubted" rather than the "unbelief" interpretation. They had seen him die, and now again they are seeing him in front of their eyes.
N.T. Wright comments, ". This forces us to look for another explanation. One obvious one is that here, as in the other canonical resurrection narratives, the risen Jesus both was and was not “the same” as he had been before. There was something different about him, something that his closest friends and followers could not put their finger on at the time, something that seemed to enable him to do different things. Matthew’s Jesus does not allay their doubts and fears, as do John’s Jesus and, still more obviously, Luke’s. Matthew allows the tension to remain in the air. This was Jesus all right, but there was a mystery about him that even those who knew him best were now unable to penetrate."
> And the later accounts don't include this detail (perhaps for fear of embarrassment)
by that reasoning, Matthew 28 should have kept it hidden for fear of embarrassment also. Its record in Matthew, however, is a strong mark of the authenticity of the paragraph.
> Is it possible that the 11 apostles weren't all convinced of Jesus' resurrection?
No, it's not possible. All worshipped (Mt. 28.17). Luke 24 and John 20 both tell of the mental journey of the disciples from doubt to belief.
> We don't have any writings from any of them stating their own beliefs
You say this conclusively, and then you say it's inconclusive. While it is strongly debated, a convincing case can be mounted for John's and Matthew's authorship of their Gospels. There are also Peter's sermons and Peter's letter (1 Peter), where belief in the resurrection is both obvious and firm. There is no evidence (except a contrived case from silence) that would lead us to conclude that some of the apostles didn't believe in the resurrection.
> Martyrdom
Let's think it through, supposing the disciples got together and decided to spread this rumor in the community that Jesus had risen from the dead. In the first couple of weeks their ploy worked, and people were turning to the "Lord" ("Great joke, eh? And now people respect us!"). But now the pressure comes on. James is killed. Stephen is killed. Peter is imprisoned. In all practicality, we may find one or two of them willing to die for their ruse, but all 11? Not likely at all. Somebody (most of them) would crack under the pressure and confess it was fictional.
The counter accusation in the atheist community is maybe the disciples didn't know it was a lie; maybe they all had a mass hallucination to the point where they were convinced they all saw Jesus. The response to that is there is no such thing as a mass hallucination. A hallucination is something that happens in one person's mind, not across minds. That's not a sensible claim.
Chuck Colson tells the same story after the Watergate scandal broke in the early 1970s. The major players were all protecting each other and maintaining the lie until the pressure came on and they were going to be sent to prison for a long time. Then, Colson says, a bunch of them started singing like canaries, implicating the others, fighting for their own freedom and innocence, brokering deals. Many may die for what they believe to be true (plenty of martyrs of all stripes), even if it's false—they believe it's true. They do not, however, die for what they know is a lie. As Paul Little says, "If ever a man tells the truth, it is on his deathbed."
Here's what we know about the death of the apostles:
James was killed by Herod Agrippa (Acts 12.2). James' death is also mentioned by Clement of Rome in the late 1st century.
Peter's martyrdom is reported by Clement of Rome, Ignatius, Dionysius of Corinth, Irenaeus, Tertullian, Eusebius, and more.
Andrew is thought (supposedly by the Acts of Andrew, a document that is no longer extant, but is referred to in the 3rd c. and in the 6th c.) to have been martyred by crucifixion at the city of Patras in Achaea, on the northern coast of the Peloponnese. We have no earlier information about his death.
We just have traditions about Philip. Stories of his death come from "The Acts of Philip," a 4th c. work. According to one tradition, he was crucified upside-down; in another he was martyred by beheading.
Bartholomew (Nathanael): One tradition says he was flayed alive and crucified upside-down, while another says he was beheaded. These accounts are sparse and their reliability is unknown.
Thomas: The earliest record of his death comes from Ephram the Syrian in the 4th c. According to tradition, he was killed in AD 72 in India.
Matthew (Levi): As far as I know, nothing is known of his death.
James, the son of Alphaeus: Very late tradition says he was crucified in Egypt.
Thaddeus (Judas, not Iscariot): Late tradition says he was martyred in Lebanon (Roman Syria).
Judas: suicided.
Simon the Zealot: Traditions vary from dying peacefully to being martyred by being sawn in two.
John, son of Zebedee: Little or nothing is known about his death.
Little is known about the reliability of these accounts (except for James and Peter, as you say, that are considered to be both authentic and reliable), and yet they are the only accounts we have. There is no evidence to the contrary, but that doesn't make these traditions true. Nor does it make them false. The truth is, this is all we know, and it's precious little.
> Based on the scanty details that we have for most of these men and their beliefs, I think it's likely that some of them weren't convinced of the resurrection, and may have even lied to seem like more faithful followers.
This is an illegitimate conclusion based on the evidence we have. The evidence we have is that they became convinced of the physical resurrection, despite its unbelievability, by overwhelming physical evidence, and became preachers of such to the detriment of their reputation and possibly the loss of their lives. There is little likelihood, in contrast, "that some of them weren't convinced of the resurrection." The likelihood, based on the evidence and records we have, is exactly the opposite. In addition, your conclusion that they "may have even lied" is without evidence or even justification. It seems to me so odd with the true evidence at hand that you so easily drift to a spurious conclusion.