by jimwalton » Tue Sep 24, 2019 1:34 pm
I think the answer is nuanced, rather than black-and-white. I see what Sushi said, and there are many ways I agree with that. Forgiveness means you forgive (I know that sounds like a "duh" statement, but I hope you know what I mean by it).
On the other hand, I don't see forgiveness as forgetting. Lots of people have hurt me badly. I'll never forget it (how can I?), but I treat them as if it never happened, and I put it behind me. I have forgiven them, even though I can never forget. I would guess it's the same way, like, in an extreme case, where a person kills, let's say, someone's son. They're never gonna forget that their son is dead, but they can still forgive.
I find, instead, that forgiveness is distancing myself from my desire to get the other person back or to hurt the other person. It's when I just keep cutting those ropes pulling me to revenge or hatred. Instead, I try to build bridges, as much as it hurts me to do that. I want to lash out, but instead I try to latch on and restore the relationship. Even though I'm not feelin' it, I do it to please God.
Forgiveness is doing everything possible to distance myself from the pain in me—the "grave hurt." It's not that I put it in a closet or pretend it's not there. Rather, for the sake of my relationship with God, I train myself to admit that it ultimately doesn't matter. All that matters is God's will and God's kingdom. So I mentally untie my attachment to that pain and focus on my relationship with God. I'm not pretending, however. I truly, in a very biblical sense, let it go because my pain is not what this life is about. I have to live above life, live above that. I have to think like God wants me to think, and so I cut that rope, too.
I find that forgiveness is more of a continuum rather than a black-&-white either/or. It's also a process. I think each situation has to be worked through as its own situation. Generalizations are difficult and often inadequate. It's easy and cheap to toss out clichés and aphorisms. That's not helpful. The hard work is in the nitty gritty of working out the relationship to the glory of God (sometimes extremely difficult and seemingly impossible, but the Bible says that we can only do so much if the other party won't cooperate or isn't into it) and working out in me whatever takes me in a Godward direction. This is a process of learning to think differently, learning to prioritize spiritual disciplines and tasks, and learning how to relate to a person who has treated me monstrously.
And I also agree with Sushi that sometimes situations change, and new information (or offenses) come about. You mentioned an appropriate story from Matthew 18.21-35. The guy was forgiven, but when he acted the jerk, the lender crashed down on him and took back the forgiveness.
But what's the point of that text? It starts off with Jesus basically saying that our forgiveness should be virtually unlimited, and it seems to end with forgiveness being distinctly temporary. It's that last piece that is the misunderstanding. Jesus is truly saying the forgiveness should be deep, broad, and almost reckless, like God's; at the end He is saying if one's forgiveness is not like God's, that person will find himself being judged for not paying it forward. That's the point, not that forgiveness can be rescinded. At the same time, we see that there is not unlimited forgiveness no matter what a person does. Here we find out that forgiveness has its appropriate limits and justifiable conditions.
It seems like we have to talk more about this. I would be glad to.