by jimwalton » Wed Apr 17, 2019 1:58 pm
It's great that you're trying to understand. I wish everyone were so honestly curious and open to learning.
> What I'm struggling with is the difference between God and man I guess.
The difference between God and man is almost unexplainable. It's why God is called *holy*: completely other. He has no body (no gender, no physicality), he is all-powerful, all-knowing, everywhere at the same time, completely righteous (never does anything wrong), completely just (always knows what a person deserves and how to treat a person), pure love, pure truth, eternal, and a hundred other things. To think that the universe is a speck on his "finger" is to think too small of Him. He is majestic, full of splendor, and glorious.
We humans are amazing mortals with an immense capacity for love, knowledge, and skill while at the same having the same wide capacity for evil, cruelty, and stupidity. We are separated from God both by nature and behavior, and we need help to be what we were created to be. Well, we need more than help, we need to be redeemed and remade (2 Cor. 5.17).
Jesus didn't talk much about this stuff. His focus was mostly the kingdom of God and salvation. Most of what He taught was about how to participate in the kingdom of God, as opposed to "love each other."
> But ain't God seeing us as his neighbour?
No, not really. We are supposed to see our fellow human beings as our "neighbor" (Lk. 10.25-37). Right now, if we are separated from God, he sees us as enemies (James 4.4), but He wants to adopt us as His children (Jn. 1.12; Romans 5.6-10; 8.14-21).
> I mean we look like him
We don't. God has no physicality. He has no body, no appearance.
> and if the Holy spirit is as you say then we think like him too right?
We are supposed to learn to think like him (Rom. 12.2), but most of us don't. We're too human (Rom. 7.15-24).
> But seems like God is pleased to bestow everything on us, like didn't even spare his own son right?
He wants to, but we are the ones who have to open that door and invite Him to do so (Ephesians 4.14-24).
> And I been puzzling about what we must all be to receive all this stuff with nothing to give back? What on earth are we?
We have to have open hands and humility to receive what God wants to give us (Matthew 18.3-4). We have to repent of our sins (Matthew 4.17; 1 Jn. 1.9; Acts 2.38, and many others), deny ourselves and follow the ways of Jesus (Luke 9.23-25). We have to put off our sin nature and receive into ourselves the nature of Jesus (Romans 6.11; 13.14).