Thank you sir for your patience with my questions. I prayed to God and thanked him for sending his son and said sorry for any bad stuff I did and any stuff that had offended him that I wasn't aware of. I felt accepted in him you know. I don't feel so confused no more. I feel hope you know? Like it don't matter what I don't know or understand. Don't think I'm cut out to be no bible teacher or such but I get faith. It's good to believe and expect help cos God is good you know? Made me see how little I am and that we need God you know? I'm gonna help my family best I can and maybe they'll ask what's made me happier you know and I can say what I found and maybe that will help them.
God bless you sir. I feel I can say that and mean it now