> So why doesn't God bless this higher understanding to us in this world?
He does.
* 1 Timothy 4:8 - "Godliness has value for all things, holding promise for both the present life and the life to come."
* 2 Corinthians 9.8: "And God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work."
* 2 Peter 1.3: "His divine power has given us everything we need for a godly life through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness."
* John 10.10: " I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full."
* Romans 12:2 - "Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will."
There are a hundred of these.
> I myself have attempted communication with God to ask for understanding of what I have trouble with, and have received no answer.
What kind of answer were you expecting to receive? I mean, I never hear God's voice, and often even thoughts don't come to my mind. But then when I read (like, the Bible, or helpful books) I'll get some understanding. Or when I listen to what someone is saying it will help me.
Just, for instance, you and I have exchanged, I dunno, about 75 posts each? Doesn't ANY of this qualify as getting answers that help you understand? As I've mentioned, God often uses people to accomplish His purposes. Just possibly God is using me to help you understand some of what you have trouble with. It's altogether possible He's been talking to you through me for a month now.
So is God blocking your relationship with Him, or is it maybe something you are doing that is blocking it? I dunno, I'm just talking off the top of my head (as usual).