by jimwalton » Sat Jun 17, 2023 2:03 am
> I don't know how I would know that it was God
Part of my setup was that God revealed Himself to you as God: bright light, self-identification, able to do miracles, knew everything about you—you know, you could tell it was God.
> If I was alone I would probably be pretty skeptical unless I was able to capture whatever it was I was seeing on video. Otherwise yeah I would probably think it was a hallucination.
But this seems funny to me, because you said that if God talked to you, you might believe He existed. But now you're saying that if He talked to you, you'd probably think it was a hallucination. Which is it?
> If I captured God on video or there were other people there who experienced the same thing then I would know it was real.
Even if there were others there, I wonder if you'd accept it. I have a tendency to think you'd all figure out a way to rationalize it away. I still think it depends more on what your heart and mind are life rather than on whether He talks to you or not.
> If God answered and spoke to me whenever I wanted to talk to him I would also believe he is real.
In the Bible, we find that some did and some didn't. I get what you're saying, and you think, "Well, that would be pretty obvious, wouldn't it?" At the same time, though, here's what I wonder. Even if people knew God existed, the way you're talking, it's still a different matter of people (1) loving Him, and (2) doing what He tells you to do. And I still wonder if people would just attribute it to "voices in my head." Y'know what I mean?
> The reality however (at least for me) was that I was a Christian for over 20 years and no matter what I did I never heard or saw anything from God.
I also don't have that kind of relationship with God. He doesn't generally do things for me, except for a few notable occasions. In a very difficult period of my life where I was deep in a dark emotional hole for several years, I begged for something more tangible, more obvious from God. It never came, and it made me even more angry and depressed. As I continued to read, think, pray, scream, and meditate, I came to realize that God "talking to me" or evidencing Himself according to my desires was a very self-centered approach to a relationship with God. I wanted God to conform to my needs, my desires, and my demands. I wanted to be able to see Him in my life. But that's backwards.
I realize now that I believe in God because it's true, not because of what He does or does not do for me. Even if I got nothing (which is never true), I should believe in God if He is really there. I should digest how He has revealed Himself, so that I see Him as He is, not as I think He should be. I should learn to hear His voice in the Bible (which is what the Bible is) rather than wanting Him to talk to me according to my plans, conversations, and moods. So I came to a place in life where I realize God doesn't owe me the kind of relationship I desire or think is best. Instead, I owe God my life, and "come what may." When I give my life to God, I mean it. It's his to do with as suits Him. If He wants to talk to me, I would love that. But for some, "There were others who were tortured, refusing to be released so that they might gain an even better resurrection. Some faced jeers and flogging, and even chains and imprisonment. They were put to death by stoning; they were sawed in two; they were killed by the sword. They went about in sheepskins and goatskins, destitute, persecuted and mistreated. ... They wandered in deserts and mountains, living in caves and in holes in the ground" (Hebrews 11.35-38). If I'm serious when I give my life to God, then I can't retain control over it and dictate how the relationship should go. He's the Father, I'm the child.
> I don't know how I would know that it was God
Part of my setup was that God revealed Himself to you as God: bright light, self-identification, able to do miracles, knew everything about you—you know, you could tell it was God.
> If I was alone I would probably be pretty skeptical unless I was able to capture whatever it was I was seeing on video. Otherwise yeah I would probably think it was a hallucination.
But this seems funny to me, because you said that if God talked to you, you might believe He existed. But now you're saying that if He talked to you, you'd probably think it was a hallucination. Which is it?
> If I captured God on video or there were other people there who experienced the same thing then I would know it was real.
Even if there were others there, I wonder if you'd accept it. I have a tendency to think you'd all figure out a way to rationalize it away. I still think it depends more on what your heart and mind are life rather than on whether He talks to you or not.
> If God answered and spoke to me whenever I wanted to talk to him I would also believe he is real.
In the Bible, we find that some did and some didn't. I get what you're saying, and you think, "Well, that would be pretty obvious, wouldn't it?" At the same time, though, here's what I wonder. Even if people knew God existed, the way you're talking, it's still a different matter of people (1) loving Him, and (2) doing what He tells you to do. And I still wonder if people would just attribute it to "voices in my head." Y'know what I mean?
> The reality however (at least for me) was that I was a Christian for over 20 years and no matter what I did I never heard or saw anything from God.
I also don't have that kind of relationship with God. He doesn't generally do things for me, except for a few notable occasions. In a very difficult period of my life where I was deep in a dark emotional hole for several years, I begged for something more tangible, more obvious from God. It never came, and it made me even more angry and depressed. As I continued to read, think, pray, scream, and meditate, I came to realize that God "talking to me" or evidencing Himself according to my desires was a very self-centered approach to a relationship with God. I wanted God to conform to my needs, my desires, and my demands. I wanted to be able to see Him in my life. But that's backwards.
I realize now that I believe in God because it's true, not because of what He does or does not do for me. Even if I got nothing (which is never true), I should believe in God if He is really there. I should digest how He has revealed Himself, so that I see Him as He is, not as I think He should be. I should learn to hear His voice in the Bible (which is what the Bible is) rather than wanting Him to talk to me according to my plans, conversations, and moods. So I came to a place in life where I realize God doesn't owe me the kind of relationship I desire or think is best. Instead, I owe God my life, and "come what may." When I give my life to God, I mean it. It's his to do with as suits Him. If He wants to talk to me, I would love that. But for some, "There were others who were tortured, refusing to be released so that they might gain an even better resurrection. Some faced jeers and flogging, and even chains and imprisonment. They were put to death by stoning; they were sawed in two; they were killed by the sword. They went about in sheepskins and goatskins, destitute, persecuted and mistreated. ... They wandered in deserts and mountains, living in caves and in holes in the ground" (Hebrews 11.35-38). If I'm serious when I give my life to God, then I can't retain control over it and dictate how the relationship should go. He's the Father, I'm the child.