> I guess I'm saying they're "reality determined" and/or "experience determined."
I do want to understand this. So in minds, you're saying, there is something that's not just biological determinism. Something in us is able to process our reality-based experiences, but those experiences and our reactions to them are biologically and chemically determined—they cannot be otherwise than they are. So, for instance, when you drive (if your town is anything like mine), you have several routes you could take to the same destination. What you are claiming is that as you drive, the other cars you see on the road, along with the weather and whatever, make it impossible for you to make a choice as to which route you will take. It cannot be otherwise than what it is. It's out of your hands?
Or when you go to a store to buy deodorant, and there are 20 different choices on the shelf, the reality there or whatever experiences are happening (colors, price, mood) guide you to select one that cannot be otherwise than what it is. You don't have a true free-will choice, but rather these experiences (criteria, properties) make a true free-will choice impossible for you. The nature of these criteria motivate a choice that cannot be otherwise.
If I'm right in understanding your position, that doesn't make sense to me. When I drive and when I choose deodorant off the shelf, my consciousness is directing my arms to steer and select in the direction I choose, and sometimes I even change my mind in mid-stream. I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul.
You'll need to explain this "flux" to me more clearly. If the "flux" allows for variation, or variable response, how does your identity or consciousness make a choice between the alternatives? And why isn't that free will?
> I'm not saying intentions are set. They can change. There just needs to be some ontological factor that leaves open the possibility of change.
How does this ontological factor differ from free will? What in you is legitimately selecting between alternatives?
> I can't make myself want to harm what I value, for example.
In my estimation, it's my conscience that creates that barrier. In many situations people plow through their consciences to do what they consider to be objectionable or harmful (stealing, lying, cheating, and in more severe cases rape, murder, child sexual abuse, human trafficking, etc.).
Are you aware of the classic Milgram experiment? (
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Milgram_experiment)